Sunday, September 30, 2007

Wild Horses by Natasha Bedingfield

Hmmm woah yea...

I feel these 4 walls closing in
My face up against the glass
I'm looking out... hmm
Is this my life I'm wondering
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make
Its greener pastures I'm thinking about hmm
Wide open spaces far away

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but, not feel scared

[Chorus:]
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love, like I'm longing to
Run with the wild horses, run with the wild horses!
Oh yeah yea

I see the girl I wanna be
Riding bare back, care free along the shore
If only that someone was me
Jumping head first headlong without a thought
To act and damn the consequence
How I wish it could be that easy
But fear surrounds me like a fence
I wanna break free

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but, not feel scared
Hoohhh woah woah

[Chorus:]
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love, like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses, run with the wild horses!
Oh yeah yea

I wanna run too.
Hohhh woah oh woah oh
Breaklessly abandoning my self before you
I wanna open up my heart tell him how I feel

[Chorus:]
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love, like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses, run with the wild horses! [X2]
Hooaah woah oh woah
Yeah

I wanna run with the wild horses

Dreams


Light

Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me
As you're longing to sing
So I....So I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink

Blood Lust

The Craving Starts,
It's Impossible to control.
Scent, Taste, Sight, and thought.
Are all it needs to undo me
My strength is waning
As the moon does in it's flight
The Demon
It's Calling
With it's sweet yet murderous song
Just waiting,For my control
to
Snap!
The Pounding,
The Desire.
I can taste it on my lips.
The color Crimson
Flashes across my gaze
As Creamy skin is expose,
The raw sharp tips of fangs pierce the top
Of my lower lip.
Surrendering
To
The Demon
Melting
Into
It's
Dark
Embrace

World

Earth, Wind, Fire, And Air
We may look bad but we don't care
We ride the wind we feel the fire
To love the earth is our one desire(to love the earth is our one desire)
Love the earth it's only fair its one
Big earth and we must share

We love the earth with all our fire
Its in our souls our one desire

Earth, Wind, Fire, And Air
We may look bad but we don't care
We ride the wind we feel the fire
To love the earth is our one desire (to love the earth is our one desire)

Nature is our precious gift it will make your sprits lift
We love the earth with all out fire
Its in our souls our one desire

Earth, Wind, Fire, And Air
We may look bad but we don't care
We ride the wind we feel the fire
We love the earth is one DESIRE! (Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)


I know you guys don't give a damn about whats truly important in this life, but I do and wheather you want to read this or not is up to you. Just like it's up to YOU about wheather or not this planet is destroyed or not. Yes its true to most of us there's not much we can do considering no one is willing to listen, But it's that little bit of what we CAN do is what makes a difference.

A long time ago Native Americans, wild animals and plants flurished around the land. Yet when the settlers came they called them savages and parasites. Something that would ruin their plans for this world. This is not true, for the Native Americans lived off the land, living in harmony with the Earth and all its inhabitants. They taught the early settlers how to grow crops, hunt, and to survive the harsh unforgiving winter. And look how we repayed them! By running them off their land and destorying them! We called them Savages, when it is us who are the true Savages.

Wild Horses are the same. We couldn't catch and domesticate them so we destroyed them. Calling them 'Parasites who'd strip the land in a fortnight.' No one wanted them. Not Ranchers. Not Farmers. No one. So they captured them. Sold them for dog food, Glue, and to the Rodeo. They are a wildness and a strength that should never be tamed.

Another example is the war on Iraq. Yes. Suddam Hussein, al-Qaeda, and their cronies attacked us on September 11, 2001. But why should the People who are innocent be dragged into a war that should have ended a long time ago. It was 6 years ago People! They say it's the Operation on Iraqi Freedom. Freedom. What is Freedom? People are dying for what? So others can go free? Or for a war that will never end?Is there truly a reason for this war any more? If there is what is it? If this keeps up our world will keep getting smaller and smaller before theres nothing left.

Isn't America supposed to be the Land of the Free and the Home of the Brave?
Brave. Why do we call ourselves that when all I see are Cowards! Cowards who hide behind Guns and weapons of mass destruction. Who won't stand up to a President who's making irrational decisons and they know its WRONG!

Tell me. What happened to this place being a country where people could make their own way of life and live they way they want to regardless of RACE, RELIGION, GENDER, SEXUALITY, HOW MUCH MONEY THEY MAKE!What kind of place is this where, you can't even go outside in your own yard without being shot, cussed, threatened at? And you can't stay in the house because of people coming up to your own door banging on it just to see if you're home so they can break in?

I know you don't want to hear this but you can't just sit in denial about what this Country is really like. If we don't do something. No one will!! And do you realy want a place like this to be where your kids grow up in? I don't and I'm sure a lot of other people want that either.
We no longer live off the land as we once did. Where the closest neighbor was 3 miles down the road. But these thing signify a world of what it was. And what it could be again.
After all this earth is land of Opportunity.

But it seems no one is willing to stand up to help us bring this planet back to it's former glory.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Confined

Confinement
I am confined.
Not by steel doors or barred cages.
But by my own inability to fly.
Fear, insecurities, lonliness, memories
Form invisible walls...
That keep closing in until the one inside is crushed.
There is no freedom in the prison of mine that no one can see.
No Light, No night,
No song, no scent.
Just silence, lonliness, Darkness
They say the secrets deep within the recesses of the heart have no substance
No physical form.
Well
They were wrong.
But the only reason they said that was because they do not believe what they cannot See.
'Seeing is Believing' I've heard.
But isn't 'Believing really seeing?' I wonder.
It's hard to believe or see behind these windowless walls.
There are no visitors here.
Other than the people who live here as well.
But they do not see this.
They do not understand.
For they ARE free.
As free as they want to be.
The walls and bars are getting closer.
And it's getting harder to breath.
My legs itch. And my heart yearns.
To run. To see the sky again.
To jump and be able to find home once again
Where is the exit to this place?
The end to this confinement?
Is there even one?
I know it seems like I'm just complaining.
To some people this may seem like bliss to them.
A shelter from the outside world.
Although that is true....
Being like this for so long has gotten quite boring.
Like having the same food every day over and over again.
The repetitive cycle just makes you want to do somethng
That you would never usually do...
Unless you were either drunk or High.
Unknown to most.
We are all confined.
Prisoners in our own cycles.
Our own routines
Sometimes I ponder,
If there is an end over yonder.

Author's Note:I originally Posted this on Myspace

About Me

This is going to be total Blogger Cliche, but I'm gonna start it off by telling YOU-the readers- a little bit about myself, no matter how much I hate it.

Alright, I won't tell you my real name so you can just call me Sana or Tiger or one of the other nicknames I go by. As for my age....well I'm old enough so don't go there. I live in a small town with my parents with 4 dogs-Jazzy, Rosie, Buddy, and Macky(Buddy's actually a girl)- 5 cats-Dart, Fergie, Spirit, Bear, and Wish. Along with two fish and a newt-Karu(pronounce Ka-ooo)-

I'm not athletic, which is a good and bad thing since I'm such a klutz. I love to run, ride my bike, and play soccer though-strange isn't it- My heart belongs to no one but myself, and maybe the open sky. A country girl at heart, I hate people, crowds, and annoying stalker fan boys who won't leave me alone.

In my opinion I'm not very pretty, mainly cause I'm such a tomboy and don't care much about my opinion. In fact my opinion of dressy is a pair of fresh new or clean jeans, a clean shirt, and some clean shoes and socks. I have short plain dark brown hair with different shades of blonde red brown and black in it. Simple hazel eyes that change color all the time, freckles that stand out against my skin-Can't help it I don't tan- and pierced ears. Nothin special.

I have a passion, or should I say death wish, for books. Adventure, Romance, Mystery, Horror, Suspense, Comedy, you name it. As I said it's a death wish because all the books I either buy or borrow from the library or friends usually end up strewn across my bedroom floor, resulting in me or someone else tripping over them.

Anyway, it's my mind connected to my mouth that usually gets me in trouble. Normally, I say what I think, when a NORMAL person would keep their traps shut. Though then again, I don't think my brain has it's voice tones right yet. My heart is connected to my hands, so I always type whatever comes out. If you don't like it fine I don't give a damn. If you like it, well whoopdee do. It's great if you like it okay if you don't I leave that up for you to decide.

I love anime and movies, and basicly whatever kind of entertainment I can get my hands on. Well not ALL entertainment. I have my limits and my kinds of movies and stuff. I love my friends to death even if they are complete wackos and call me in the morninings and SCREAM!

Well, Thats all about me for now. My heart is in everything I write so be prepared for that.

So till next time
Ja Ne!(see you later)